And as he sat there next to me, all I could think was, "this will end up costing me a lot." Love is a funny thing because in some moments it is light enough to carry you up into the clouds. In this moment it just felt heavy. The fear can weigh you down like stones in your pocket. My heart broke a tiny bit when I realized I couldn't just give him a kiss. I wanted so badly to reach out to him, but every logical bit of me screeched, "No! you idiot."
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