oh wow

And suddenly the whole world cracked wide open, and there I was sitting right in the middle of it. I was surrounded and filled with a life I had not been able to see before. It is such a very big place out there, and I forget how little of it I have witnessed. It felt like I had lived on another planet for a few days. One that was purely for me. The magic part about it was being given the opportunity to have days filled with anything at all. No rules. You want to dance in a crowd of people? do it. lie down in the middle of a concert. go for it. Run around naked in a fountain? Why not? I was not held back by any concept of who I should or shouldn't be, and there is a magic in that. I didn't take a shower for four days and I had never felt so beautiful in my whole life. I freed myself all the little things I'd convinced myself I needed.
I'm rambling. sorry. Well it was really great, that's all I can really say.

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