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and above all you are someone that I love. I am sorry and I am scared. You have filled me with so much and for that I am thankful. This next moment we must go apart. For so long I had wanted someone to stand next to me. There you were. Now I have to trust that somehow you are still there, even though I can't quite see you. I promise to be as brave as I can, and do my best to see all the truths, even the ones that are the most difficult to swallow. The leaves are brown in the trees and we begin to enter a new season. We are sending ourselves down new paths, never to return to where we were. I think that is one of the most  beautiful and tragic parts of growing up. We are never the same and we can never go back. We can never be what was before, but we can evolve and find the next stage. For better or for worse. The worst part of of it all was the goodbye I had to tell myself. Goodbye to those magic moments. New ones will take their I know, but not quite like those. those simple seconds have changed me. Thank you.